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I’ve come to a crossroads in my life. I’m nearing 45 years old and I’m an empty nester. My husband just recently quit smoking cigarettes – so, that’s happened. We’ve had improvements to our home including getting the electricity in our home updated, insulation in the basement, outer home lined…
I think I’ve referred to my thought process as either now or back then. I don’t think about my future. I’m deeply conflicted. I was told I’m going to Hell, but I’m living my life. My traumas are truly part of my story. And I own it. The story and…
I began to realize lately that: Everyday, I’m terrified by the world around me. Okay: I’m going to unpack this Are you ready? Did that…
I don’t want to go to work. I know I’m like most Americans that way. It’s not like I’m bad at my job. It’s not…
Hi Janet. Yes, you were a pain. You were in severe pain. Your life was a hellscape starting at 11 years old when Dianne died.…
It’s been a long time since I’ve connected with anyone from my family. Either side. It’s not a lack of interest. It’s because I’m terrified.…

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