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I’ve come to a crossroads in my life. I’m nearing 45 years old and I’m an empty nester. My husband just recently quit smoking cigarettes – so, that’s happened. We’ve had improvements to our home including getting the electricity in our home updated, insulation in the basement, outer home lined…
I’ve been waiting to write this blog for a while. I’ve needed to take time to process my feelings about… well, everything. The end of September, I found out about my psychiatric test results. I have (Anxious) Avoidant Personality Disorder. According to my personal research, AvPD is not uncommon and…
I’m really struggling every day. I go to work before the sun rises. I get to work and do my job without issue. Hardly anyone…
It’s hard to walk around angry. It’s hard to feel depressed. And it’s scary to try to go deeper, to understand the layers. The context,…
I suppose I have walked around most of my life saying…. hi, I’m a victim of circumstances. Hi…. did you hear about my circumstances? Well….…
I’m starting brainspotting therapy on the 22nd of this month. It’s very different from cognitive behavioral therapy (CBT). If you read this, look it up…

It’s cool. Trust me……