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Basic Dignities
Life has been a complete dumpster fire for me for so long. I have been stuck in this mental purgatory that lasted so long. I didn’t understand what happened to Dianne. That took place in 1988. Then my brother Brian was diagnosed with having the RYR2 Gene Mutation (2014/2015) which (when activated) cause syncope (heart…
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If
…. If you knew as much as you profess to, you’d give me a hug. Tell me you love me and accept me. Instead of a fucking lecture.
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A Message: Haunting Truths
I feel like my anger has penetrated everything in my life. So, let me try this. Hi, I’m Janet. I was raised in a family of 4. Mom and Dad still married. Dad was physically there. Not connected emotionally. Just sat after a long days work. My siblings were older than me. I had two…
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Last Week
Last week was bonkers. I was preparing to go to Chicago with my friend Shannon and Jenni. Jenni is someone that lives with Shannon. This weekend was the first time I would meet her. We all endeavored to the Hilton in Chicago to spend the night in preparation to see Sarah Millican (Thank you Chris…
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Reddit – regarding mental health & Laestadianism
Per a post on Reddit: (felt like this person was in my head…. Truly) Mental Health is a current issue in sermons and discussions Some of the reasons ministers drag their children and their relatives children into this generational quagmire are mentioned in this article. A consistently controlling environment, especially during childhood, can lead to…
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To My Core
I think after I stopped seeing my last therapist and the fuckery with Ashleigh was discovered, I broke a bit. Again. I do think that this time might be different. I have needed to come to a realization that I’m worth so much more. I’m worth being outside. Participating in life. Buying myself little things.…
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Something feels different
I feel my life is changing, just a bit. I’m still laying in my dark bedroom, just before bed, discussing my inner thoughts. I had a very tough beginning to my weekend. I got some distressing news about my daughter and the company she keeps. I made a decision, finally. I have to let go.…
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I am okay to be me
Something I wrote yesterday: I’d like to share it. I am okay to be me Whoever I declare “me” to be Fraud to you, friend to me My life may not exactly look like yours Equality A hope, a dream If I am like creator, of creator – How can I be disavowed by man?…
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